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I have not seen the dead body of a friend. I have seen the dead bodies of my grandmother and my uncle. I have not kissed a boy.

I used to have sex with women my own age, but as I got older they got younger. I do not buy used shoes. I have made love on the roof of the thirtieth floor of a building in Hong Kong.

I have made love in the daytime in a public garden in Hong Kong. I have made love in front of some friends at the end of a very drunken dinner.

I have made love in a staircase on the avenue Georges-Mandel. I have made love to a girl at a party at six in the morning, five minutes after asking, without any preamble, if she wanted to.

I have made love standing up, sitting down, lying down, on my knees, stretched out on one side or the other. I have made love to one person at a time, to two, to three, to more.

I have smoked hashish and opium, I have done poppers, I have snorted cocaine. I find fresh air more intoxicating than drugs.

The girl whom I loved the most left me. At ten I cut my finger in a flour mill. At six I broke my nose getting hit by a car.

At fifteen I skinned my hip and -elbow falling off a moped, I had decided to defy the street, riding with no hands, looking backward' If you did go out, you listened and watched.

Now, since you no longer speak, you will always be right. In truth, you do still speak: through those, like me, who bring you back to life and interrogate you.

We hear your responses and admire their wisdom. If the facts turn out to contradict your counsel, we blame ourselves for having misinterpreted you.

Yours are the truths, ours are the errors. You remain alive insofar as those who have known you outli "You seldom spoke because you seldom went out.

You remain alive insofar as those who have known you outlive you. Your death has written your life. If it becomes beautiful, this was certainly not the intention.

A ruin is not constructed or maintained. The tendency of a ruin is to crumble down into a heap. The most beautiful parts remain standing despite their wear and tear.

The memory of you is what stays up, your body what subsides. Your disappearance bestowed a negative beauty on you.

We want to be able to embrace all the earth, to taste all its fruits, to love all men. You rejected these illusions, which feed us with hope.

For them you reserved all your patience and tolerance. You would have preferred to join a group of strangers getting to know each other rather than this tribe that had formed so far from you, so long ago.

You refused to have your euphoria put down to climate. You wanted to be solely responsible for it. If you were asked to do something on account of the good weather, you declined the invitation.

Gray weather, winter, rain, or cold did not displease you. Nature then seemed to be in tune with your mood. If the weather was poor, you would be let off the hook, no one would think of reproaching you for not going out.

The down periods that followed this enthusiasm were more intense than before. You had less control over yourself; the medication had taken possession of your moods.

Was a little bit of fake happiness worth losing your free will? You decided to give up these chemical crutches, which either split you in two or made you stupid.

But your body had become accustomed to them. You needed to make it through two weeks of exhaustion and various new anguishes before becoming yourself again.

You had conceived of a scenario where your body would be found immediately after your death. You could listen endlessly to someone answering your questions, or to several people speaking together on a subject that you had brought up.

Not liking to speak about yourself in public, your questions allowed you to hide yourself behind the position of listener.

Like an adult looking at a merry-go-round designed for children, you observed the spinning of your reveries. They brought buried memories back to your consciousness, which disappeared the moment you recognized them and reappeared at the next turn before disappearing anew.

You watched scenes unfurl, a passive spectator, as though at a film. I do not miss you. You are more present in my memory than you were in the life we shared.

If you were still alive, you would perhaps have become a stranger to me. Dead, you are as alive as you are vivid. But I could not help myself to go to this few lines over and over again, stop the reading itself for a minute just to read them once more, to take a deep breath, and go back where I was in the text.

Autobiography or autofiction? That is the question but I have not really an answer yet. The novel, and a novel it is, can be seen as a fragmented piecemeal that will implode in making his own rules and its own identity.

An identity that appears to be impulsive, incoherent and with moments of madness. A suicide is portrayed, a friend of the author who took his own life 20 years earlier but I as a reader does not even know his name.

Suicide does not question the act itself but it aims to recreate the being who has decided to end his own life. It suggests different times of a short life without any moral judgment or simplistic psychological explanations.

It is a re-creation, an attempt to cope with the loss by juxtaposing atttitudes, reflections and details, placed one behind the other revived through memory.

Some themes are resurfacing several times in the story. An ultimate gesture of anomie, a sense of not belonging to the world and the question of what one does on this earth, what is the exact role one has.

There is also a fear of decay, of old age which might explain the desire to live fast and die young while being frightend but still fascinated by death.

Suicide seems like an obsessive, anxious way of trying to outsmart the negative end that awaits one. Condemned as a social inmorality the voluntary death is still very much a taboo subject.

One of moral reprobation but with a morbid fascination. As with many other things literature is not detached from the real world.

Nevertheless its a kind of testimony, and in parts at least, a farewell letter. Maybe it is a self-portrait, a projection of his own experiences and concerns as an artist which are inextricably mixed with memories and ideas of the absent.

Obviously interested in the theme of the double and his split it leads a "you" into a novel to a process of depersonalization that paradoxically leads to a progessive identification.

There is a mismatch of the otherness and of duplication, a conceptual proposal of a definition of a setback identity.

In mirrorlike reflections it is a game on the minutiae, of what shapes our entire existence of the transient and the accidental. View all 16 comments.

Apr 25, Eddie Watkins rated it really liked it Shelves: french-fiction. Death was never such a clean reading pleasure.

Absolute despair is the unspoken center of this novel. Radiating around it are crisply clinical depictions and descriptions of disconnected experiences haunted by this despair with suicide as foreknowledge.

Despair is an intimate stranger studied with cold obliquity. Total cool never penetrated so deeply. A chill runs through the reader. Suicide has never been so exhilarating; so cold, so paradoxically warming.

Suicide as a way to preserve one's clarit Death was never such a clean reading pleasure. Suicide as a way to preserve one's clarity before it blurs and fades.

Suicide as a mirror of one's estrangement. Suicide as life's microscope. Suicide as a cryogenic literary experiment, preserving one's head and perceptions as is.

Suicide as a path of knowledge. Suicide as preserving extinction. Suicide as clear eyes as clear sky. Senryu Review: Quietus as art vignettes of self-cancelling lucid sadnesses.

View 2 comments. May 08, Jim Coughenour rated it did not like it Shelves: bleakfiction , experimental , european-fiction.

Oulipo, the movement founded in by a group of French writers committed to the creation of literature using constrained writing techniques, produced works generally more interesting in conception than in execution — novels composed without the letter "e"; the same trivial scene narrated in multiple styles; etc.

A short book composed as a meditation to a friend who killed himself, it instantiates itself as a suicide note.

This is impressive or depressive, depending on your point of view but it certainly dictates how one reads the book and makes it far more interesting than it actually is.

Unfortunately, the "You" to whom the book is directed is an exaggerated, weightless, ascetic object without an ounce of charm, even as an obsession.

In fact, he's the kind of friend I'd cross the street to avoid. You would have liked to receive, along with invitations, the menus of the dinners to which you had been invited, in order to delight in advance over the dishes you would consume.

To future pleasure would have been added a sequence of present desires. Given the repetition of such preciosity over pages, one can accept the final verdict that the "selfishness of your suicide displeased you" only because everything else did too.

The book concludes with a poem of 79 enervating stanzas, each line having the reflexive structure [noun] [verb] me Each tercet enacts an inane elucidation: The basement repels me The attic appeals to me The staircase guides me Earth bears me Sand slows me Mud traps me The beginning enthuses me The middle sustains me The end disappoints me Indeed.

Feb 13, S. I had high expectations for this book and it ended up not meeting them by far. As a literary work, I find that the book seems to be a series of aphorisms put together without giving much cohesion to the whole, making for a very fragmented reading experience which takes from the enjoyment of the book.

Moreover, and being suicide a theme that I read about quite frequently in fiction, it didn't bring anything new or inovative, quite on the contrary.

What makes the book a bit more interesting though i I had high expectations for this book and it ended up not meeting them by far. Like the narrator of the book says about the deceased main character, the suicide explains the life of the character as reccounted backwards.

Same with the author, which suicide gives a meaning to the book, as if establishing a paralel between author and main character, and that's how the book was received by the majority of the public in France at the time of its publication, as mentioned by the translator in the afterword.

In that sense, it's as if the combination of book and suicide of the author constitute a performance in themselves and have more meaning when interpreted together.

But what I'm rating here is, obviously, the book itself, separate from its creator, and therefore I don't think it stands as a particularly remarkable narrative.

Dec 30, Tanuj Solanki rated it it was amazing Shelves: e-book , century , favorites , french , There he learns, through some not-so-important coincidence, that the previous owner of the shoes had committed suicide.

But is second-hand shoes a popular concept in France? Never heard of it, cannot imagine it. Here's how I'd do it : Blow my money on a one-way ticket to some scenic Alpine village on a lake, weight my pockets with stones, walk right out into that cool lake until all of this ain't no more, and the last thing I see is mountain, lake, sun, sky, cloud, green and blue light View all 17 comments.

Jul 05, Charles Dee Mitchell rated it really liked it Shelves: contemporary-lit. Reading Suicide is a fascinating and uncomfortable experience.

He knew that his suicide would shape the discussion of not only this novel but of all his previous work. When he writes in second person, whom is he addressing: his unnamed friend, himself, or the reader?

His friend staged every aspect of his suicide but left no note. On some level, Suicide must be his elaborate final statement. This is the type of statement that encourages Americans to find French writing alternately pretentious and risible.

When I read it, the room filled with the odor of an ashtray overflowing with stubbed out Gauloises. His prose is declarative and straightforward, paced to the careful rhythm of thought making its way into a precarious subject.

After claiming that his friend preferred the structure of a dictionary over the narrative structure of fiction, a preference that in his work Autoportrait he claims for himself, he writes To portray your life in order would be absurd; I remember you at random.

In Suicide he imagines that his friend had a concept for his own tomb. It would be of unadorned black marble with a stele listing his name, date of birth, and a date of death announcing that had he lived to be eighty-five.

Early visitors to the tomb would understand it to be a fiction. If he died on the date it proposed, they might remark on the striking coincidence.

Past that date, strangers seeing the tomb might think what a nice, long life this person had lived. He never proposes a solution to why his friend committed suicide.

Instead he has this to say: You were neither malicious nor cynical, just pitiless. Dead, you are as alive as you are vivid.

The narrator describes much of the dead man's life, though it is unclear how he has such detailed knowledge of some of the episodes he recounts.

The picture that emerges nevertheless remains relatively vague: one gets a sense of the suicide's character, yet he remains something of a mystery most obviously also in the fact that he remains unnamed.

The suicide wasn't a particularly social person, and generally wandered rather aimlessly rather than being goal-oriented -- while dreaming of knowing ahead of time what was going to happen next, so as to be able to prepare for what lay ahead.

He did wind up married, but there's not much about this woman in his life "When the two of you got married, you and I stopped seeing each other" -- though he staged the suicide carefully in such a way that she would be the one to find him.

He experimented with antidepressants, but they didn't do much for him. Despite some obvious life-issues -- a general malaise and lack of focus -- he did not give the appearance of being dangerously suicidal; indeed, one of his projects was designing his own tomb typically: "It would not be a family tomb: you would occupy it alone" , with birth- and death-date already hewn in the black marble, and the age of his death set at eighty-five suggesting that the plan to off himself at twenty-five certainly wasn't always set in stone.

In part, the book as a whole is an attempt to get to the root of the act, yet the narrator does not muse too much about the why.

Even the odd clues -- the double-spread of a comic book left open at the scene which was his "final message" -- remain under-explored. Eventually the narrator concludes: Are there good reasons for committing suicide?

Those who survived you asked themselves these questions; they will not find answers. But the narrator doesn't seem that concerned about finding a 'good' or other reason for the act; he wonders a little, but for the most part focuses on what's left of the dead man, the memories and image of him he retains, twenty years after the fact.

And he notes: "Your suicide makes the lives of those who outlive you more intense. Seen simply as such, Suicide is a solid if not entirely satisfying life- and death-portrait.

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What makes the book a bit more interesting though i I had high expectations for this book and it ended up not meeting them by far.

Like the narrator of the book says about the deceased main character, the suicide explains the life of the character as reccounted backwards.

Same with the author, which suicide gives a meaning to the book, as if establishing a paralel between author and main character, and that's how the book was received by the majority of the public in France at the time of its publication, as mentioned by the translator in the afterword.

In that sense, it's as if the combination of book and suicide of the author constitute a performance in themselves and have more meaning when interpreted together.

But what I'm rating here is, obviously, the book itself, separate from its creator, and therefore I don't think it stands as a particularly remarkable narrative.

Dec 30, Tanuj Solanki rated it it was amazing Shelves: e-book , century , favorites , french , There he learns, through some not-so-important coincidence, that the previous owner of the shoes had committed suicide.

But is second-hand shoes a popular concept in France? Never heard of it, cannot imagine it. Here's how I'd do it : Blow my money on a one-way ticket to some scenic Alpine village on a lake, weight my pockets with stones, walk right out into that cool lake until all of this ain't no more, and the last thing I see is mountain, lake, sun, sky, cloud, green and blue light View all 17 comments.

Jul 05, Charles Dee Mitchell rated it really liked it Shelves: contemporary-lit. Reading Suicide is a fascinating and uncomfortable experience.

He knew that his suicide would shape the discussion of not only this novel but of all his previous work. When he writes in second person, whom is he addressing: his unnamed friend, himself, or the reader?

His friend staged every aspect of his suicide but left no note. On some level, Suicide must be his elaborate final statement.

This is the type of statement that encourages Americans to find French writing alternately pretentious and risible. When I read it, the room filled with the odor of an ashtray overflowing with stubbed out Gauloises.

His prose is declarative and straightforward, paced to the careful rhythm of thought making its way into a precarious subject.

After claiming that his friend preferred the structure of a dictionary over the narrative structure of fiction, a preference that in his work Autoportrait he claims for himself, he writes To portray your life in order would be absurd; I remember you at random.

In Suicide he imagines that his friend had a concept for his own tomb. It would be of unadorned black marble with a stele listing his name, date of birth, and a date of death announcing that had he lived to be eighty-five.

Early visitors to the tomb would understand it to be a fiction. If he died on the date it proposed, they might remark on the striking coincidence.

Past that date, strangers seeing the tomb might think what a nice, long life this person had lived. He never proposes a solution to why his friend committed suicide.

Instead he has this to say: You were neither malicious nor cynical, just pitiless. View 1 comment. It reads like a Robert Bresson film, where objects and one's social life expresses an emptiness that's intense but also mundane.

So, one can see "Suicide" as his note to the world, but it's very constructed in a very unemotional manner. It's a good work of fiction and reading it I don't think of it as a man in despair, nor about to commit suicide.

Life is mysterious and we never know what goes into a person's mind before the decision or the action to take themselves out of the living picture.

Still, this is very much an impressive work, and of course, the author's death makes one think of it beyond fiction.

The book is a book and it's about a suicide or the thoughts of such in that category. The author's suicide is a mystery and perhaps it's just a manner of timing.

I don't know. The rating is not a recommendation. As I was reading Suicide , it occurred to me that I would not feel comfortable recommending it to anyone, regardless of how excellent it is, how raw, or how truthful.

Feb 27, PaperBird added it. Jun 03, M. Sarki rated it did not like it. Maybe three. The translator goes by the name of Jan Steyn who seems to be an interesting fellow who would be more inclined to his working hard on helping us English-speaking readers to understand a great piece of literature than in turning over a quick buck.

Another reason for me purchasing this book was the subject, suicide, my favorite all-time most-interesting subject, besides the one about condoning adulterous sex.

Now that is something interesting and powerful in total. But the caveat for my eventual purchase was the simple French design of the book. Small, white, and a volume similar to the paperbacks found all over the sidewalks of Paris, stacked neatly on tables, with only their printed black titles to entice you to buy as the books all pretty much look the same, one from the other.

I do like that look and had patterned my own collection of poems titled Mewl House after that same style. But this book was disappointing on every level but that one.

I still do not understand why, how, or what this particular suicide was all about. I have read thousands of words on the subject and this book rates in the tank compared to most others.

Especially the extremely crappy lyrical stuff found in the last fourteen pages. There was nothing in the afterword to offer any light on the subject of suicide either.

Jan Steyn fell a peg down on that one. Perhaps two when you add the afterword to an already inferior work. I am already fascinated with writers, especially writers who hang themselves.

David Foster Wallace hung himself. Not cool. Much mess to clean up, and the violence and monstrosity of the whole affair I am sure caused his spouse to puke all over herself.

These guys always seem to like having their women find them. But all in all, I felt cheated. And the poetry is bad.

Oh it is bad. All in all a poor purchase on my part. And Dalkey Archives produced it for the ages. Sort of shows where we might be going for the future of books in print.

The novella opens with a powerful opening paragraph about the suicide of a friend that occurred 20 years earlier. The novella is written in second person.

While this usually feels like a forced stylistic move in other works, the technique excels in Suicide , as it reads like a eulogy to the deceased.

When I first heard about Suicide , I felt compelled to pick it up immediately and found something eerie in the cover. Two stars.

A eulogistic piece of writing written in the second person narrative that weaves together the experiences and life of the writer and the subject of death.

Leve writes about himself as much as he writes about his friend. He address dying head on and is comforted by the free will in suicide, the act of living in death and his reflections, strength and passion is sad, subtle and unimposing.

He writes more fluidly here than in his other works, but the disconnect is in his choice of subject and in hi A eulogistic piece of writing written in the second person narrative that weaves together the experiences and life of the writer and the subject of death.

He writes more fluidly here than in his other works, but the disconnect is in his choice of subject and in his address to the reader. He writes about himself and covers it obliquely in 'you'.

He addresses points that he made in his autoportrait text, he stands out of the narrative and you greet him with your familiarity.

You know it is him that is lurking behind the page and you feel intimately connected with his reflections. You also realize that this makes sense as his final work, here he is not only discussing his long term friend and discussing his friend's life, but he is becoming the unfamiliar country by embracing what his friend embraced, he is closer to his friend now than he was before.

His writing here is a hospitality for the depressed, the chaotic stasis that takes over the body and makes your bones sore from sadness.

I read this book sitting in a cafe over the course of a few hours and I found my vision stagnating and failing me somewhat.

I found the scene irritating at times, the people talking in the background was a hum, like an air conditioner. I was overcome with loneliness, feeling myself half broken, half stable and drinking coffee after coffee, turning page after page.

This was a book that soaked these feelings up, made them slightly more wistful, more reverential and more prophetic.

An utter success as a novella, but a timid exit. Oct 28, Adam Dalva rated it really liked it. I read an interview with the translator of this slim novel complaining about the back jacket giveaway, but I think it's a horrifying, intellectually stimulating experience to read this knowing that Leve killed himself ten days after handing in the manuscript.

It gives the experience some of the same qualities as that great Wallace story, "Good Old Neon," whose true depth, sadly, was only known years later.

We read these pieces voyeuristically and it invests some of the slower passages with muc I read an interview with the translator of this slim novel complaining about the back jacket giveaway, but I think it's a horrifying, intellectually stimulating experience to read this knowing that Leve killed himself ten days after handing in the manuscript.

We read these pieces voyeuristically and it invests some of the slower passages with much-needed extra meaning. The scattered, second person vignettes that assemble the life of the suicide, a friend of the narrator who shot himself twenty years earlier, are testament to the beauty of life, and also, occasionally, grant some understanding into why Leve himself would choose death.

I found myself most gravitating toward the longer passages the longest is also the best part of the book , but they were mostly paragraph length and so it was tough to get bogged down.

The simple poetry of the last 15 pages was moving and strange. I do wish he had tied off some of the narrative loose ends one involving a comic book is a missed opportunity and my mind wandered as I read, but there is a power to the good parts that was tough to resist.

Dec 23, Jim is currently reading it Shelves: small-press. One of the most gripping first paragraphs I've read in ages: "One Saturday in the month of August, you leave your home wearing your tennis gear, accompanied by your wife.

In the middle of the garden you point out to her that you've forgotten your racket in the house.

Your wife doesn't notice this. She stays outisde. She's One of the most gripping first paragraphs I've read in ages: "One Saturday in the month of August, you leave your home wearing your tennis gear, accompanied by your wife.

She's making the most of the sun. You've put a bullet in your head with the rifle you had carefully prepared.

This is an odd, improbable thing. A short novel addressed in the second person to a friend who committed suicide by a man who would commit suicide 10 days after finishing it.

It's obviously somewhat impossible to read this book without keeping Leve's own suicide in mind. The austere, almost pointillist style of his book 'Auto-portrait' is expanded here as he ruminates about what it means for a person to end their own life, about the perpetual mystery around it, about how it reshapes, re-orients This is an odd, improbable thing.

The austere, almost pointillist style of his book 'Auto-portrait' is expanded here as he ruminates about what it means for a person to end their own life, about the perpetual mystery around it, about how it reshapes, re-orients and above all clouds our own perceptions of the victim around the final, annihilating act.

Yet the writing still has the cool, dispassionate, almost reportorial quality which makes Leve's work feel almost outside of time.

In so far as Leve wanted to confront this question; directly, without any real dogma or ideological agenda, he is in his own way a better philosopher and thinker than most actual philosophers.

Highly recommended. Death is repulsive. Choosing it over its much more popular, highly regarded, imposed-by-default alternative, life, is one of the most sensitive topics.

And they will. All lives, the happiest ones included, provide a multitude of reasons for suicide when you place them under a microscope. Sufficiently good.

Where does your suicide stand in the hierarchy of suicides? Because not all suicides are equal. That would require them to stop long enough, hurt deep enough and think, from a position of distance, seriously enough about life.

Answers, while providing clarification, often rob us of something more important. Why sacrifice peace, contentment, ignorance for truth?

Most of us like to read the whole book, however bad the first half is. Life is random and objectively meaningless, and part of getting used to it is learning to fabricate a reality that suits us best.

The book, narrated in second person, outlines the elusive portrait of a friend real? Trying to find any is like trying to make sense of the absurdity of our presence in the universe.

The opening paragraph sets the tone of the book and anticipates a cold, matter-of-fact narration, in the sort of voice that can only surge from depression.

One of your favorites was: A canine is just fine, but I do adore a dinosaur. Below can be read the date of your birth and that of your death, separated by twenty-five years.

As you read on, the images of the narrator and his addressee seem to overlap, giving the uncanny feeling that they are the same person.

This is a very long review, and I am sorry, but I have a lot to say about this book. It is in his ability to create character through this pointillism that he really shines.

These facts build people who are very real. Showing us these different experiences creates a complex persona that suddenly seems impossible to find in traditional narratives.

Yet despite this close study of character, there is still another dimension here that refuses to be explored. We come to know so much about this character, but his suicide creates questions that can never be answered.

The suicide is not a surprise, it happens in the first paragraph, and it soon become clear that there is no answer to why the suicide was committed.

But still we read on, perhaps in order to find some hints to this puzzle along the way. So maybe it is me that feels deeply here.

I feel inclined to make a somewhat counter-intuitive statement: I feel like I know Leve better in this novel than I do in his Autoportrait.

Maybe it is because Suicide is also about Leve, but in more abstract ways. But I think it has to do with the movement and action in the novel.

Suicide has motion: we are looking for the answers this suicide begs. Our Assessment: B : fine life- and death- account. Please note that these ratings solely represent the complete review 's biased interpretation and subjective opinion of the actual reviews and do not claim to accurately reflect or represent the views of the reviewers.

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The complete review 's Review :. The narrator of Suicide addresses the book to the dead man he writes about, a friend who committed suicide twenty years earlier, at the age of twenty-five.

I do not miss you. You are more present in memory than you were in the life we shared. If you were still alive, you would perhaps have become a stranger to me.

Dead, you are as alive as you are vivid. The narrator describes much of the dead man's life, though it is unclear how he has such detailed knowledge of some of the episodes he recounts.

The picture that emerges nevertheless remains relatively vague: one gets a sense of the suicide's character, yet he remains something of a mystery most obviously also in the fact that he remains unnamed.

The suicide wasn't a particularly social person, and generally wandered rather aimlessly rather than being goal-oriented -- while dreaming of knowing ahead of time what was going to happen next, so as to be able to prepare for what lay ahead.

He did wind up married, but there's not much about this woman in his life "When the two of you got married, you and I stopped seeing each other" -- though he staged the suicide carefully in such a way that she would be the one to find him.

He experimented with antidepressants, but they didn't do much for him.

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